Against It All

from GAIA by AlphaOmega

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AGAINST IT ALL

i am stuck in my own war
it's myself against it all
there's a reason i have barricaded day and doors again
there's no way when there's no will and i begin to understand
that i alone brought this upon me, but unable to accept it
i'm still searching for excuses, but no way out of this mess

i said that i was sorry for at least a hundred times
you told me that i needn't worry, cause you forgive and we are fine
but the devil on my shoulder had plans to play a different game
and to this day he sends his demons to remind me of my shame

and you say you drop the charge
and you say that you forgive it all
all the doubt the blame the tears, the heavy burden i still carry
all the hopes and dreams and fears, all the sleepless nights i worried
i have replayed all the arguments to see where i went wrong
and to this day i can not understand when it all began

and you say you drop the charge
and you say that you forgive it all

oh i try to believe when you say you forgive
but after all this time i see, it's not you, it's me

i am stuck in my own war
my own war

it's myself against it all
i fight but i am bound to fall
i am my own worst enemy
i am never truly free
it's myself against it all
i fight but i am bound to fall
i am my own worst enemy
never free

and when darkness falls
it's myself against it all
and there's no god to forgive - my sin
if i'm not forgiving
and it's all in your hands
in your hands

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from GAIA, released July 12, 2020

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AlphaOmega Germany

AlphaOmega is a female-fronted metal band from Berlin, Germany. Their unique blend of
melodic choruses and heavy breakdowns is very well received by
fans of heavier and softer genres alike and led them to play various festivals and
club shows in Germany. ... more